Selling my private practice

Today, this old clinic is being sold. Since quitting work at this place 14 years ago, I am least concerned about this building. Yes, dreams and hopes were rammed into this house 31 years ago. My father used to dream with me at my own practice. He had helped us at the office for several years until he could not attend there by himself. It might be the last and biggest filial piety to my father. 

Honestly, I was not so much indulged in managing this practice. It was worth, however, working children for some years. I have given my cell phone number to patients and their parents when close observation was necessary or emergency could happen on them. Their phone numbers are still kept in my smartphone. I thought someday they should had needed my advice on phone even after closing my practice. Almost nothing! I am still their doctor while I am only a guy involved with in the past. Most of them might have grown up now. It is the time for me to delete those phone numbers.

The zelkova tree on the western side of the building has prevented from harsh sunray in the sunset. From my room on the 2nd floor, I used to see my father dragging his feet to his car after the lunch time duty as a clerk.
 

The reception room. My father used to be concerned about the books for the children in the book shelf. There used to be famous fairy tales or even books on peace. 

The examination room. It was not digitalized but was equipped with rhinoscope. 

The time as a pedicatrician is now completely over. I should step out now.

To make a sales contract, I would leave for a town nearby with my wife now.

Anonymized children

 Those children killed in Gaza and the West Bank are anomymized. They existed only as a number. UN commission has announced as below.

  https://www.instagram.com/reels/DaFtBswHZ6O/

This reminded me of Ivan telling Alyosha in The Brothers Karamazov that he would say no thanks to God for his savior so far as innocent children are shedding tears.

It is an absolute absurdity.  

A rainy season day

It won't stop raining. Drizzly rain. A typical rainy season day. The rainy season front is being stimulated by a typhoon passing by our area. So it will be a day off for me from working in the garden farm. 

This is the battle field for me to do with weeds. They are so vigorously growing that it is often tough for me to catch up with. Battling only with hands and a small sickle. No herbicide has been used. Without pulling/cutting them, they would grow like jungle in a few days.

Piled up weeds which were pulled/cut. Added rice bran on them, they will become good compost in a few months. Almost free and natural fertilizer.  

Turnip seeds left unused last season were sown on a corner. They were successfully sprouted. Lovely. 

As I have seriously expected poor harvest in our country or even world wide in the near uture, the food self sufficiency rate being only 38% in our country or even down to 10% if considering of the seeds and fertilizers dependent on the other countries, it has been a routine for me to plant sweet potatoes which could be substituted to rice. It is a serious question why the government would do nothing for the possible food crisis. They are concerned about only military expansion but not food security. Sweet potatoes are growing well without any fertilizer etc if the soil is kept dry. 

Tomatoes. It's a fight against bugs which eat them. No pesticides. If the situation is disadvantageous against the bugs, should I protect them wrapping with nets? 

Egg plants. Already harvested a few. Whenever picking them, I remember of a good old friend, Fred, K5FA, who used to plant a lot of them and told me they were ripened in our QSOs. He is already gone away.

Flowers of carrots. Beautiful. I will collect the seeds from them and plant them in fall. 

Another flower, almost wild at our garden. Marie gold. It is beneficial to prevent growth of a kind bacillus.

Rose. It is not my territory but my wifes. I am only cutting the weeds around it and pile them there.

 So many trivial photos. They may show you how I am getting along despite of the neuralgia on legs. The pain is well controlled with a med named Pregabalin. So far, only conservative treatment is good enough for me.

Again, whenever I sit on the weedy garden and pull them, I often ask myself how long I could do this work. The answer is always evident. So far as I could. As told before, I convince myself I am blessed to care for the property which has been cared for by my maternal ancestors. In a long term view, it might return to nature, which we could not worry or care for. 

So I am looking forward to coming back on the gound with a sickle soon.

The piano quartet played at the G7 summit party

Yo Yo Ma et al, renowned players, have played a piano quartet as the news says as below.

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Classic FM

Classical stars perform for world leaders at the G7 summit in Evian, France. 

An international quartet comprising of American cellist Yo-Yo Ma, British violist Timothy Ridout, French violinist Renaud Capuçon, and Italian pianist Beatrice Rana took to the stage last night to perform the finale of Brahms’ Piano Quartet No.1.

They were introduced by French president Emmanuel Macron, to an audience that also included Keir Starmer, Donald Trump, and Volodymyr Zelenskyy.

 Alexandra Lebon
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This piece is a sophisticated chamber music by Brahms composed in his young days. Conflicts in mind while yearning for something. It's hard to believe a young Brahms has composed such a serious work in his youth. 
It begins with the dialogue between cello and viola following the theme presented by piano. It seems to express inner conlicts and to govern the entire 1st movement. The 2nd theme given by cello sounds full of longing characteristic for youth. In my view, both themes won't be resolved and drive and develop the music.
The following movements are also dominated by the same mood. It is amazing young Brahms has put such conflicts and tension into this quartet. The last movement is pictured with bohemian melody, tranquil and sweet. It soon turns to be the vivid cadenza in forte and accelerando.  
It is amazing such a piece was chosen for rendition at the summit party. I suspect "the pretending boss" might have fallen asleep hearing the elegiac melody in bohemian style while startling awake at the end.  
The actual performance at the summit is not available. In stead, here is another excellent perormance;

Tomorrow will worry about itself

When I was young preparing for the entrance exam to a med school, I was attending to a bible class. I got an acquaintance with an elementary school teacher there. We were talking on the way from the class place to the station nearby after the class was over. I Pne time, she confessed to me that she had had a few patients with schizophernia at her family, her mother and a younger brother. Her family seemed to be heavily inherited with that psychiatric illness. Even though I have read a few books on psychiatry those days, like Minkovsky or Jaspers, particularly interested in that field of medicine, I have known little about the reality to be a family member of that illness. It took me years to understand what it had meant. When she told me about that, she never stopped introvertdly keeping smile on her face. In the end of that conversation, she mentioned about the Gospel in Matthew and told me she had been living in the way this sacred words indicated.

Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself.

Having lived half a century after that episode, this words still stay in my mind. More and more becoming a relief in the daily life. Even surrounded with serious issues, private or social, this could be a real consolation to me. In that situation, I always recall of the conversation with her on the way to the railway station. If she is doing well, she must be over eighty years of age. How has she lived the past half a century? 

Tomorrow will worry about itself. It is a real relief and tells us, not abondoning the reality, we should live the day as if the last day on earth, I believe.

Online abuse in politics

PM Takaichi has run not only the campaign of the LPDJ president last fall shown below but also the House of Representatives election in this February. With online abuse, she and LDPJ have made big wins in both elections.

LPDJ seems to have been contaminated with online abuse for past some time. It is highly suspected to have ordered a company to spread defamatory information against the opposite parties. An account named DAPPI has done it. The company has excused that an employee did it by himself. DAPPI did it in the daytime of week days. LDPJ has spent some money to the company in the name of the other projects than this DAPPI thing.  

It is politically a heinous conduct that the Takaichi administration has run massive volume of the defamation videos against the opposition party candidates in the House of the Representative election. It has occupied more than 2/3 of the seats in the House. They could do whatever they want now. However, it should be questioned if their conduct was legally and ethically right or not. 

Online abuse in politics should be regarded illegal and ethically impermissible. Because it would destroy the ground of democracy. We need to discuss about policy in detail and to make judgement based on right informations in voting behaviour. If online abuse is allowed in politics, politics would be deteriorated by those rich enough to run online abuse.  

PM Takaichi should resign.

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 Man admits creating videos critical of Japan PM rivals in LDP election　KYODO NEWS- Jun 08, 2026 - 10:05All,Japan

Ken Matsui, the head of an IT firm who says he created videos criticizing Prime Minister Sanae Takaichi's political opponents for her campaign for the Liberal Democratic Party presidential race, speaks in an online interview in Tokyo with Kyodo News on June 1, 2026. (Photo not for sale)(For editorial use only)(Kyodo)

TOKYO - The head of an IT firm has said that he created videos criticizing rivals of Japanese Prime Minister Sanae Takaichi in last year's ruling Liberal Democratic Party presidential race, after being asked by one of her aides to help her win the election.

Ken Matsui, 33, told Kyodo News in a recent online interview that he was consulted by a secretary of Takaichi on how to "reverse" the lead of Shinjiro Koizumi, then a strong contender to win the LDP presidential election in October.

"I proposed that negative videos would be effective," he said.

Matsui was asked about his thoughts during an online meeting on Sept. 25 to discuss social media strategy during the LDP election campaign. The meeting included the secretary who was introduced to him by an acquaintance.

Takaichi won the LDP election on Oct. 4 and became the country's first female prime minister later that month. She appointed Koizumi as defense minister.

Speaking in parliament in May, Takaichi denied reports saying her camp spread videos online via anonymous accounts to smear opponents. "I have been told that my office and campaign team did not in any way disseminate negative information about other candidates or create and distribute such videos," she said.

The reports, which first appeared in the weekly magazine Shukan Bunshun in late April, claimed that Takaichi's publicly funded first secretary and others made and posted videos criticizing politicians including Koizumi, in which he was called "incapable" and a "puppet of hereditary politics."

In a written response to Kyodo News, Takaichi's office denied such allegations and said it has no plans to re-investigate the claims.

Matsui, who was also the developer of Sanae Token, a meme coin named after the prime minister, said the videos not only targeted Koizumi but another leadership rival, then Chief Cabinet Secretary Yoshimasa Hayashi who was emerging as another leading contender.

Hayashi is now the internal affairs and communications minister in Takaichi's Cabinet.

Matsui said he used some original generative artificial intelligence software to create 1,000 to 1,500 short videos on Koizumi and Hayashi. Around 300 social media accounts were then created on which the videos were shared.

He added he instructed the AI not to use expressions that would be slanderous and produced the content free of charge. He also said he does not think his actions violated the law.

Takaichi's use of social media was regarded as a strong factor in her victory in the party race as well as the LDP's landslide lower house election victory in February this year.

It has previously been revealed that the Koizumi camp had also asked campaign staff to make posts smearing rivals during the LDP leadership race.

Ebola virus epidemic

 Ebola virus infection is a highly contagious as well as fatal illness. It is spreading in Eastern Congo now. There are already patients or suspected cases in Italy and India in addition to the neighboring countries to Congo. The doctors struggling in Congo says it is out of control.

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As this ABC article says the other countries than the US should contribute to this crisis by some means. But the US is responsible for supporting this probable pandemic since it is the country with the biggest GDP in the world.  

The Trump administration has withdrawn from WHO this January. It has imposed burden to this organization which worked for public health in the world. Surprising enough, the White House restricted those with the expertise on this probable pandemic to collaborate with WHO. 

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Quarantine only slows spreading of the infectious illnesses but won't stop epidemic itself. Whether this Ebola virus infection would become another pandemic or not depends partially on the international network like WHO. There is no vaccine for the Bundibugyo strain causing the present outbreak. It may take a month or two to achieve the vaccine against this strain. Its production process and distributing it to the areas needing it require the network.

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We are getting into an era of deficits of resources which easily elicit war or conflict. In this situation, if a pandemic breaks out anywhere in the world, it could result in total devastation. It is not a question whether we help those needing it but whether we may survive.