10/01/2024

A T shirt and hectic days

It was 1991 when I visited Cambodia for ham radio operation of XU0JA, usually regarded as DX pedition. After a Hungarian team had operated there, the station was managed by a girl named Sokun, personnel of PTT. I happened to know her operating XU8DX by hersel n 15m SSB. She did not know anything of ham radio. It was necessary to support the station XU8DX there. In 1990, I asked Atsushi JF3NRI and James 9V1YC to visit there and to bring some support items like the PA tubes of the amplifier etc. They have done a good job. It was my turn to visit there a year after. I have spent a hectic as well as pleasant week over there together with a couple of JA friends, JH1OJU and JH0FBH. It was only a few years after the civil war had ended. There was curfew in Phnom Penh. I still remember the streets were vacant after the curfew from PTT to the Hotel Cambodiana where we stayed. I have already written about our trip there a few times already. 

Some friends were supportive to us. Eric W6DU, the president of NCDXF, has prepared T shirts with the logo of NCDXF for us before departure. We have worn it all the time throughout the trip. Mine has been found deep in a drawer recently. This is it;


My call as XU/JA1NUT was printed above the NCDXF logo. But it has disappeared in this 3 decades. XU0JA QSL is here. 


It was the days when I was crazy with DXing. With some free time and finance, I could spend much time for ham radio. This was one of the events I devoted to those days. 

Honestly, I sometimes wonder if it was a right decision or if I should spend time and energy for the other things in the middle of my life when I was able to do anything I wanted. Such as restarting practising cello earlier and so forth. I know it is of little use to reflect the past in that way but such an idea of reflection still often comes up in my mind.

I find myself trying to balance my mind convincing myself it was meaningful for me to have had good company through ham radio. Eric was one of them. Blood boiling experience in ham radio was also priceless for me. In this chapter of my life, the other pleasant things like farming or listening good music are being prepared for me. I should never complain of the past.

Now this T shirt is worn by me while I work in the farm. Another hectic days. 




4 comments:

  1. Dear Dr. Shin,
    I admire the balance of your life and all the amazing things you have been able to accomplish. Everything has a season. Ham radio is an extension of global friendship, and that is very beneficial. We always wish we have more time and energy. Don’t second guess yourself. You are special and wonderful.
    Wishing you a happy autumn season! —Susan in Alabama

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    1. Hi Susan,
      Thanks for your kind and considerate comment. I am just wondering how my life would have been if I spent time for the other things. It is comparable to youth dreaming their future without any possibility for that. No, we won't live our lives with other intentions again, of course. I may make every day more fruitful from now on. I hope you and youres are doing fine and going to have a pleasant holiday season.
      Shin

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  2. I too have some regrets about the time and money spent on ham radio. Perhaps it could have been put to better use. But regret is a very negative emotion and we have to live in the present, easy as this sounds.
    We forget the good times we had like the thrill of a QSO with a friend through bad conditions, and the sense of achievement putting up a good station in difficult circumstances. It's hard to quantify.
    You've done well and
    inspired quite a few people with your great CW and exemplary life. You should feel very proud.
    John 9V1VV

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    1. John,
      Often wondering how you are doing while listening to Schubert or Beethoven. But not baroque yet! You are quite right about our enthusiasm for ham radio gone away. Without ham radio, I could never hear that bug CW calling me from back of my beam, that was, you. How exciting it was for me to hear about your life with CW as well as music! I should be grateful to ham radio and ham friends, even though it is a question if I have lived my life as you depicted in the comment. Take care and have pleasant days!
      Shin

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