12/30/2025

If she had been deported back to Hungary...

I was wondering why it was not at a laboratory of famous university in the US but only a not well known private company in Germany that Dr. Kariko had succeeded inventing mRNA vaccine. The following story answers how and why.


Nowadays, mRNA technology is expanding its use to cancer immunotherapy. Unnecessary to mention how many lives have been saved with mRNA anti Corona virus vaccine. It is one of the most remarkable inventions in medical science nowadays.  


It is well recognized mRNA vaccine technology has been invented by a Hungarian researcher with an American. Both of them have been awarded for achievement in anti      COVID vaccine. 


If she had been deported to Hungary as depited in the following paper while she was in the research in the US by such as ICE of Trump administration, there could have been millions or even more victims due to the pandemic. Present deportation of immigrants out of the US by the Trump administration sure brings forth undermining of scientific research in the US in the future. 


A post from "Wow that's amazing" in facebook is quoted below;


 A young Hungarian scientist, her husband, and their two-year-old daughter board a plane to America. Hidden inside the child’s teddy bear is £900, everything they own, smuggled out of communist Hungary after selling their car on the black market.

Her name is Katalin Karikó. She is thirty years old. She has a PhD in biochemistry. And she believes, almost alone, that messenger RNA could one day teach human cells how to fight disease.

She has no idea that four decades of rejection lie ahead. Or that her work will eventually save millions of lives.

Karikó takes a research position at Temple University in Philadelphia. Four years later, she clashes with her supervisor. According to later reporting, he reports her to immigration authorities, claiming she is in the country illegally. She has to hire a lawyer to avoid deportation. A job offer from Johns Hopkins is withdrawn. Her career nearly ends before it has properly begun.

She finds another position at the University of Pennsylvania and continues working on mRNA. No one wants to fund it. Grant after grant is rejected. In academic science, grants are survival. Without them, you do not exist.

Most researchers avoid RNA altogether. It degrades easily. Experiments fail. When Karikó argues that the problem is contamination, not the molecule, no one listens.

By 1995, Penn gives her an ultimatum. Abandon mRNA or accept a demotion off the tenure track. At the same time, she is diagnosed with cancer. Her husband is stuck in Hungary because of visa problems. The future she worked toward is slipping away.

She chooses the demotion.

Her salary drops below that of her own technician. She is demoted again. And again. Four times in total. She begins to doubt herself, to wonder whether she simply is not good enough. She considers leaving science altogether.

Then, in 1997, she meets Drew Weissman at a photocopier.

They start talking. Weissman is trying to develop an HIV vaccine. Karikó tells him she can make any mRNA he needs. He listens. That alone sets him apart.

For years, they work in near invisibility. No funding. No prestige. No interest from major journals. They keep going anyway.

In 2005, they make the breakthrough. They discover how to modify mRNA so it does not trigger the immune system to destroy it. One small change. One decisive insight. Suddenly, mRNA becomes usable for vaccines.

They submit the paper. Nature rejects it. Science rejects it. It is eventually published in Immunity and largely ignored.
In 2013, Karikó is pushed out of Penn. She is fifty-eight years old. No American university wants her. She takes a job at a small German biotech company called BioNTech. For years, she commutes between countries, still running experiments herself, still believing.

Then 2020 arrives.

A novel coronavirus spreads across the world. Millions die. Governments panic. The world needs a vaccine faster than any vaccine has ever been made.

And the technology everyone dismissed becomes the solution.

The Pfizer-BioNTech and Moderna COVID-19 vaccines are built on the mRNA platform Karikó spent her life refining. The first mRNA vaccines ever approved for human use. They save millions of lives.

When she learns the trials worked, she celebrates alone by eating an entire box of chocolate-covered peanuts.

On October 2, 2023, Katalin Karikó and Drew Weissman are awarded the Nobel Prize in Physiology or Medicine.

She is not a professor. She never climbed the ladder she was told mattered. She was demoted, dismissed, nearly deported, and repeatedly told her work was worthless.

When asked how she endured it, her answer is simple. She did not crave recognition. She felt successful because she was doing the work she believed in.

Rejection did not mean she was wrong. It meant she was early.

She kept going not because she expected a Nobel Prize, but because the science mattered. And when the world needed it most, it was ready.

She carried everything she owned in a teddy bear. She was told to stop. She did not.

And the world survived because of it.










12/28/2025

The Art of Fugue

I have reiterated of the Art of Fugue in the past. 

Last night, it was the music I listened to before going to sleep. It was soothing and comforting my mind as usual. I wondered what made me feel that way. It is quite an abstract music but not concrete at all. Polyphony may fit our consciousness, which is like a series of  filters. It may be related with "working memory" in our mind function. An idea is developed there while an antithesis grows at the same time in our mind. They are working each other and finally reaches sublation or remain being in conflict. 

Canon is the simplest form of polyphony. The leading theme is followed by the same melody in some duration, in variations of rhythm and various techniques like augmentation, inversion and so forth. Basically, it is composed of two melody lines and its structure sounds transparent. Not only intellectually interesting but also deeply related with our consciousness. 

I have been absorbed in the Canons in the latter half of this music. This contrapunctus XV is most impressive to me. Withing the simple structure, I always amazed how profound it sounds to me. I used to play another Canon, contrapunctus XIII, with a violinist for fun. It was several years ago. 

Such a genius is Bach composing this kind of music!  



 

12/26/2025

Christmas

 Our parents have prepared a piece of roast chicken for each of us in Christmas when we were young. It was good enough for us. No Christmas tree, Christmas presents or other ornaments. We were in poverty compared with other families. But we have never felt of that even in Christmas. My brother told me the atmosphere of Christianity had prevented us from being tormented from the poverty. I have added to him that our hope for the future surpassed the emotion of poverty.


Christmas at present is far from what it has meant in Christianity but turned to be a universal festivity to welcome spring after the wintersolstice is gone. No complaints about it at all. I would say Merry Christmas to every one whatever religion or ideology he/she may have. Our earth turns toward warm and fertile spring soon. Originally, the concept of  Christmas has born with the idea of Christianity together of the local religion.

Getting older, I feel even more that we should celebrate it as they do. Not gremacing at the fuss and mess. So let's shout loudly Merry Christmas to everyone and heavenly relief to those struggling hardship or illnesses.  

12/20/2025

Season's Greetings to you!

In a couple of days, the winter solstice comes on and in 10 days, so does the new year. No need to say that but time surely flys away so fast. It is the time for me to summarize how I have spent this year and extend the season's greetings to all of you visiting this blog.



The mountains in Nikko north west of here taken from the riverside here in this season several years ago. It is still so dry and chilly now as the time this photo was taken.  

First of all, both of us were blessed with decent health even though we both have had minor health issues commensurate to our ages. Both of us are around or over the healthy life expectancy for now. It was a surprise Chiaki suffered from subacute thyroiditis this summer. A doctor friend has given her accurate diagnosis at pretty early stage, which helped her to have appropriate treatment. We have learned we should be ready for any health issues developing on us from now. Now Chiaki has started attending to a gym a few days a week while I sometimes sweep fallen leaves and care for vegetables even though not so often as in summer. I am trying to walk the moderate range of steps, at least, 5000 steps a day, which is told to avoid Alzheimer's disease to some extent.

Growing the vegetables without pesticides or herbicides, I have been pretty successful at it. The main fertilizer is compost made from weeds. Too much fertilizer could disturb the natural exchange of nutrients between plants' roots and mycorrhizal fungi around them. Of course, not much use of fertilizer spares expense. I am still learning that way of farming, which is quite interesting and productive. Lately, certain kinds of pesticides are reported to be involved with Parkinson's disease, which is increasing significantly these days. Growing natural and pesticides free vegetables is quite important. Anyway, working with farm and vegetables is beneficial to my health itself and is always uplifting my mind. I would carry it on as long as possible.  

As for politics and economy within our country as well as in the world, the situation is disappointing. There are a large number of politicians in populism. They often lie a lot. As quoted Hannah Arendt's discourse in a previous post in this blog, when people are cheated with lies frequently, they could not discern truth and wrong. It may lead to fascism. Convinced lies often appear as conspiracy. It is in a shambles in medical science especially in the US.  I wonder if the science lead by the labs and scientists in the US for decades could recover after the present aministration is gone. 

Military expansion, especially in nuclear weapon is making drastic progress. The expenditure for arms race in the world hit the largest ever in 2024. Of course, it reflects the invasion by Russia to Ukraine, the holocaust of Palestinians in Gaza and  so forth. Development of missile defence system including that in the universe is surely one of the biggest factors. Missile defence system would escalate to further armament expansion. I am very afraid it will cause pre-emptive attack. Nuclear weapon war, however small in size it might be, could provoke world wide level of nuclear contamination and of nuclear winter. Countdown to nuclear war is shortest at present.

Hobby-wise, it has been quite fertile in experience of listening music. Recalling the new year's resolution, I have purchased a complete set of Beethoven's piano sonata by Backhaus after having not been able to make up my mind on the pianist. Backhaus was the most popular pianist in my young days. He plays them in great architecture. Conquerring St. Matthew's Passion has been delayed. Still going it on in slow pace appreciating its profound expression. 

Whenever I realize the good old days in ham radio is going away, with good old friends passing away one after another, I feel less motivated to come back on the air. I may apply for my call sign at least before it's allotted to someone else. Either in Japanese or English, I have written about good old ham friends in blogs. I would go on keeping records of them. Too sad they are forgotten in ham radio community. It is for myself in a sense. Reading back those posts on the friends, I could renew my memories. If any friends access to this blog, just leave a word or two to me. I appreciate it so much. Don't forget put you call and/or name in it.

So very best wishes for the season to you and yours all. May you be blessed with good health and pleasant holiday season with your family.

Shin ex JA1NUT

12/12/2025

The 1st cello sonata of Brahms

 It has been already 13 years since I mentioned of this cello sonata, Brahms' 1st sonata in e minor, as in the post; here.


I might have told about the encounter with this music elsewhere. Investigating on it, however, I could find no post on it. It was a presentation within the club of the orchestra at the end of summer camp. At a hall of camping site in a skirt of high mountains in Shinshu in the end of August. Breeze was coming through the window of the hall. Bright sunray, still ushering in the arrival of early fall, was sparkling there as well. 


A senior cellist started playing the 1st movement of this sonata before the audience of the other orchestra members.


The cello starts the 1st theme so emotional as if mentally wandering in the way typical for youth. The piano accompanies it quietly with syncopated accord. After a passage intermediate, the cello goes decisively into the 2nd theme. Piano follows it in a beat or so. Both thema are rising up and reaching each peak. Then, the melodies are coming down. But no solution to the tension of the melodies. I often believe this kind of solution is characteristic to Brahms' music. I could exemplify quite some melodies in his various works, especially in his chamber music. This characteristic seems to appeal to young people. The recapitulation is given in the same pitch and tonality as the beginning. Accompaniment by piano is beautiul arpeggio downward. Sparkling sunlight filtering through leaves synchronized it perfectly. Whenever I listened to this portion, the scene comes up in my mind.


Oh well, imperfect analysis together with personal recollection is enough here. I would say it was really inspiring me, a beginner cellist those days, and had a dream to challenge this sonata someday. 


While practising the orchestral pieces I played in the orchestra, I did not stop doing with this piece. In 2 or 3 years, I have had a chance to play all the movements at a university festival. At a noisy cafeteria of the orchestra, I have "got it through". The 3rd movement inspired by Bach's the Art of Fugue was a really a challenge. Got it through! 


Much water has flown under the bridge since then. Three years ago, I had a chance to play this 1st movement together with a niece as the pianist at a hall in Tokyo. I could have played it better if I was still competent with the instrument as in my student days. I still felt happy to do with this sonata with my niece. It was a fun for me to play it with that niece whom I had known since her toddler days.


Shortly after its peformance, I got trouble with my both arms when going on playing cello for some time. I decided to leave the bow on the floor. Honestly, I would want to go on playing it. But I felt I have played it as much as I could. Getting apart from cello, I found more time for the other things including listening to key board music etc. No regret to give up playing it. More time and energy for listening music and reading books etc. 


Cello playing was an important part of life for me. But, I feel, it was a kind of the heaven's dispensation that I had to give it up exactly when I finished this sonata with niece. I am thankful for that even if it is quite a trifle for the other people than myself. It was the end of a chapter in my life.


I have been listening to various cellists playing this sonata. I have been a fan of Janos Starker with his youthful musicality from his accurate phrasing and bowing since my student days.  




12/05/2025

Financial crisis

Our government has created a supplementary budget up to 21 trillion JPY, that is, about 130 billion USD. The total budget this year rose more than 136 trillion JPY, that is, approximately 860 billion USD. This size of budget is the largest ever. It is for fiscal stimulus, as they say. Increased military spending is most conspicuous. Almost doubled from that a few years ago. The budget for social security or farming is increased slightest. Considering of the on going inflation, this means almost reduction for these expenditures.


They say the revenue has been increased a bit. But it is mostly due to the inflation. It is just nominal but not substantial. Not as much as the expenditure. The government doesn't have any other means than issuing national bond to cover the increase of expenditure, I am afraid. The bond already issued is amounted more than 1000 trillion JPY. About 150 trillion JPY bonds are refinanced every year. The bonds yield rates, mainly of long term ones, are increasing to the extent they have never experienced. Higher interest rates would deteriorate the finance of Bank of Japan, which results in weakening of our currency as well as increase the expenditure of bond interests of the government. 


I am afraid the scenario we could picture in the near future could never be so hopeful. More than 70% of the people are applauding the present government. I wonder if they are aware of this financial crisis or if they are too stupid to acknowledge of the present situation. 


The most pessimistic scenario we could draw is as follows;


 THE GLOBAL FINANCIAL SYSTEM JUST BROKE IN TOKYO

Japan’s 30-year bond yield hit 3.41% today. That number means nothing to you. Here’s why it should terrify you.
Japan owes 230% of everything it produces. It’s the most indebted nation in human history. For 35 years, they kept the lights on by borrowing at near-zero rates. That era ended this morning.
Here’s What Just Happened
Core inflation is running at 3.0%. Government bond yields are spiking to levels not seen since 1999. China just conducted its 25th military incursion near Japanese waters this year. Japan is now forced to spend 2% of GDP on defense … nearly 9 trillion yen annually.
The Bank of Japan is trapped between two impossible choices: raise rates and trigger a debt collapse, or keep rates low and watch inflation destroy savings. They chose door number two.
Why You Should Care
Every major bank, hedge fund, and institution on Earth has borrowed yen at cheap rates and invested it elsewhere for 30 years. This “carry trade” could be worth anywhere from $350 billion to $4 trillion. Nobody knows the real number because it’s hidden in derivatives.
When Japan’s system breaks, this money unwinds. Fast.
The last time we saw a preview … July 2024 … the Nikkei dropped 12.4% in a single day. The Nasdaq fell 13%. That was a small tremor. The earthquake is coming.
The Math Is Simple!
Japan’s government pays interest on $9 trillion in debt. Every 0.5% increase in rates costs them $45 billion annually. At current yields, debt service will consume 10% of all tax revenue. That’s the death spiral threshold.
The yen is trading at 157 to the dollar. If it strengthens to 152, the entire carry trade becomes unprofitable. Unwinding begins. Emerging market currencies could drop 10-15%. The Nasdaq could fall 12-20% as funds are forced to sell.
What Happens Next
December 18-19, the Bank of Japan meets. Markets are pricing 51% odds they raise rates another 0.25%. If they do, volatility explodes. If they don’t, inflation accelerates and the problem gets worse.
There is no way out. Japan’s fiscal dominance is now permanent. They must keep the yen weak to service their debt. This means the free money that powered global markets since 1990 is ending.
The Bottom Line
Interest rates worldwide are going up 0.5-1.0% permanently. Not because of inflation. Because the world’s largest creditor nation can no longer subsidize global growth.
Your mortgage, your car loan, your credit card … all repricing higher. Stock valuations built on cheap money … all compressing. The everything bubble … all deflating.
This is not a recession. This is a regime change. The largest liquidity engine in financial history just seized up, and most people won’t understand what happened until their portfolios are down 30%.
Tokyo broke the world today. You’ll feel it tomorrow.
Shanaka Anslem Perera ⚡ (@shanaka86) on X
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The reason for existence of my blog if any

I have kept this blog for 14 years and the other in Japanese for even 19 years. Astonishing myself is to know how long I have kept them. My father used to keep diary and was a diligent writer of letters to friends or family members. I might be inherited with that trait from him. Even though I have written little about my private life in the blogs, they are a kind of diary to me, where I record what I am concerned about, comparable to my father's diary. 


I sometimes wonder how to do with these two blogs in the future when I could hardly continue them. They should be put an end when I could not intellectually keep them. I still, however, would go on writing something until the time limit. 


The main reason is just, as told above, to keep personal records of concern for me. I realize of forgetfulness more and more as I get older now. These blog posts often bring me back to the days when I wrote them. There are topics which I totally forgot. Remembering old things through those posts is not only making me feel nostalgic but also is helpful to me to consider of the situation around me at that time. I have not expected this when I started these blogs.


As told above, I won't hesitate to delete these blogs completely when I am not capable of keeping them. But memories of old friends, either in ham radio or not, are precious for me. Some of them should be remembered by others as well, I often think. Too sad their memories are being lost as time goes by. 


Recently, the words professor Totsuka has come on in mind. Only 8 years since I posted this;


 https://nuttycellist-unknown.blogspot.com/2017/11/the-words-professor-has-left.html


It is not easy for me to execute "writing/reading/listening more carefully as well as deliberately". I would try.  "To be enlightened in life is not to die well but to live well." This motto is even more difficult for me. The less the life span left for me is getting, the more I should be diligent to live. 


It is a freezing morning here.   

12/03/2025

Beethoven 9th by BFO conducted by Furtwangler

It is already December close to the end of this year. Around this time in a year, I was often listening music at the dorm room of the university. More than half a century ago. 


Beethoven 9th symphony played by Bayreuth Festival orchestra in 1951 was one of the  pieces which we, me and a room mate friend, used to enjoy. We have prepared an audio set with speakers of Sansui those days. It was the days we both had joined the university orchestra together. 

  

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dHDXdbSWu0E


This performance is exceptionally tense up as well as the atmosphere was. This music is to sing out loudly for the unity of mankind. I still wonder if we have progressed that way since those days or even since the time Beethoven composed it.


It has passed half a century for now. This performance still brings me back to those days. The dark and quiet dorm room. The symphony started like the moment of universe creation.